What I'm Searching for..

I am a Lonely road of broken dreamz,
 its a boulevard that i am searching for..

These stars are all so dull, 
its the moon that i am searching for..

Noise is so full off my ears..
its the peace that i am searching for..

Happiness is so angry at me..
 its the life that i m searching for..

There is a crowd around me at all times, 
its a friend that i am searching for..

My life is just like a path ,
 its a destination that i am searching for..

Dont know what is it that i 've lost , 
maybe its ME that I am searching for..

Pray to be only YOurs..

All the day when i sit alone i think about the time had gone. 

The years wasted in search of an angel,were a curse until u were known..

The stars in the night talk about you.

The moon in the sky whisper about you..

The silence in the streets wants you to be there.

The hearts of being wish if you could be here..

The moon light demands some chill from your charming face.

The footsteps of your life ,nomads wish they bud trace..

The fire demands heat from yous sparkling eyes..

And i want to see you not just once but twice and thrice..

The flower want the beauty of your heart..

I wish i could define it on a chart..

The forests wants the destiny of your hairs..

I wish i could conceal it but that won't be fair ..

The honey want some sweetness from your words but all their efforts flow away like birds.

The words are less and the qualities are more, i m mad whom i m writing for ?

so  I lay my head back down . And I lift my hands

And pray to be only Yours..

 

Reality of World.

hey ..its been a long time i havent composed anything.. so today i just hit with a thought why not to do some poetry :P
so here i go..

Painted faces, Dark inside..
Devil souls , foul smiles..

where to go i"ll never found , why my destiny so undesigned..

want to free , break all the rules..
My fuckin' hammer' spool . such a great fool..
Now what to do , and why to do..
Everyone says that , i m a fool..

Try to cut my nerves , to free this blood.
but..
how this world gonna , face this flood..

that's why I'm getting locked inside..
To find my destiny in my SIGHT..

The road never ends..

tick-tock beep beep tick-tock----........

oh it's that disturbing alarm which i've put-on , on yesterday night..

it's 5 A.M. now, my jogging tym.

i woke up, wore my jacket,shoes and  all set to hit the joggers' road .. well it's basically a circular geometry road..

i started walking,,... walking changed into jogging while i was thinking to making my stamina invincible. at once one another thought cross my mind of increasing arm strength ..then on.. different thought started to cross my head,, and m bloody full of them..to avoid all these things around me and thought inside me i accelerated myself and jogging turn into running..but still there was some thoughts to which i can't be reluctant.. and i stopped..there was something which was pushing me from inside to make all the thoughts A REALITY.. by my devotion and commitments towards them..

i decided not to discuss any of  these thoughts to myself also till they r going to be a shiny a reality .. And then i realised that there's a lot which i have to finish till my death.. so that my work will be in existence after my departure too.. and again i started running on the lyf-circle which is never going to be end .. that circular road.. which has no endings.. only a happiness in your soul  after marking your starting and the rounds you'd taken.. :) 

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why farewell is so painfull ??

well this time the lights are up. the dark is outside.. try to collect myself and trying  to stop thinking about you... 
Tomorrow? i know it's your birthday but i don't have such great chance to wish you A very happy birthday day . i cant see in your eyes cant hold your hand and completely blank about that magnificent smile which i once used to live with.

i m gathering that memories , holding my breath . try to stop thinking about you but this lame mind is still outta my control. this bloody heart wont allowing me to say A goodbye. but i cant control time  as i've tried to control it but i just went like a quick bate and keep watching it..

so today i just wanna close my eyes again and recall the best of yours and (please god give me strength ) saying you a good bye.. and yeah Happy Birthday too..

its very difficult to say you goodbye too.. :( 

.ILLUSION OF CONTINUITY.

continuity.. a word that everyone of us like a lot .. it's basic blend of smoothness so exquisite by nature.. but in real it the something which holds you back.. which bounds you ..

when you are pursuing you life you"ll be glad to know that your life is going very smooth in a very continuous way but this continuity make you the real monotonous creature on this world. excluding the natural things like water and air there is nothing can be so continuous not even ones' thought ..


so lets go deep inside this thing .. and try to know when things became continuous ,'when they don't have any external or internal forces to harsh their inertia. so when ever you are going smooth in life it means you are getting passive. you are not allowing yourself to break this monotonous chain . you are simply going with the flow of life , by the influences of people and that we call -A DANGER ZONE.


So you must try to stop this continuity to bring back yourself . to the real who you are.
such that you can be defined by your uniqueness not by a species.


smiles :)